Friday, March 9, 2012
Remember my post where I had the problem I didn’t know what I going to about? Well, thank God Eric got sick of it as well and looks likes everything is going to work itself out. However, now I have new problem. My doctor at the pain clinic is changing my medication after 4 years of being on the same thing and I’m very anxious that it won’t work.
I always took ten 8mg dilaudid a day for pain. Now they want to cut my dilaudid down to 120 pills from 300 and give me some form of long acting dilaudid instead. Here’s the problem, I’ve NEVER taken a long acting pill that helps my pains, not EVER! It seems like no matter what type of medication or how long it’s supposed to work, I need another dose in 4-6 hours. With only 120 breakthrough pills and I simply won’t have enough regular dilaudid to get by. I’m going to call the pain clinic tomorrow. My panic level is simply too high and its hell living your life in pain. I refuse to do it.